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PERMISSIONS;

MESSIER CODE BK-201 HEI

OUT OF CHARACTER;

PLAYER: froot.
CONTACT: frooting.
FORMATTING: action brackets or prose.
BACKTAGGING: yes.
THREADHOPPING: yes.
FOURTHWALLING: no.

IN CHARACTER;

NAME: hei.
CANON: darker than black.
CANON POINT: end of series.
AGE: 25.
HEIGHT: 5'9".
BUILD: broad-shouldered, square-hipped, and at peak physical fitness.

AFFECTION: he's shy and violent. he may lash out if it's physical and he's prone to shirking almost everything else. yes, this goes for his homies too, but he might let you get away with a few innocuous things like hugs or holding hands. maybe even kisses if he's feeling particularly vulnerable and lonely that day.
RELATIONSHIPS: very tender and unhealthy subject, full of landmines. do not recommend, but if you're really gunning for it, it will be stressful for both parties. hei's a stage-five clinger.
VIOLENCE: anything and everything here is alright. i love when he gets beat up, and i love when other people get beat up, so touch base with me and let's do this thang.
TELEPATHY: yes, but be careful, you'll be sucking up a lot of sewage with that kind of mental connection. see mental information for details.

PHYSICAL INFORMATION:
hei stands at an average height. he's handsome, with unkempt black hair and navy eyes. his skin is scored with deep scars (everywhere, but most noticeably on his cheek and back, and arms). he's broad-shouldered with "beautiful collarbones" and square hips that give him a sturdy frame for battle. he's at peak physical fitness, despite his disgusting eating habits; he's all toned muscle and has a dancer's flexibility. he's been running and fighting his entire life, and it shows.

EXTRAS:
voice: link.

MENTAL INFORMATION:
surface thoughts are made of careful observations and a learned kind of paranoia, which leads to immediate distrust. hei is not a kind, easy-going man, bitter and skeptical. deeper thoughts, however, are the reason why he is how he is. he copes poorly with his depression, anxiety, self-hatred, and post-traumatic stress. he often seeks unhealthy distractions like alcohol and odd hobbies. more often than not, he's fighting off troubling delusions—literal hallucinations—and he has a difficult time separating dream from reality. a lot of his brainpower is wasted on entertaining dark ideations (murder, suicide, etc.).

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UNWANTED SCENARIOS:
there's nothing in or out of a game scenario that could spook me, but hit me up if you can think of something really awful you want to plot out.

OPT-OUT: hei is a very disturbed person who's lived a busy life of trauma and regret. his actions are dark, but his thoughts are far darker. he's liable to think, feel, and say things that may trigger you or your characters. please take a look at the list below. if you feel uncomfortable with any or all points, leave me a comment. i will respect any and all stipulations, including requests for me to avoid tagging you.

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— post-traumatic stress disorder
— acute paranoia and anxiety
— vivid hallucinations
— night/day terrors
— child soldiers
— physical, verbal, and mental abuse
— substance abuse (alcohol, potentially drugs)
— suicidal ideation
— graphic depictions of violence/gore